graham, isaac mace

[isaac]

IsaacMaceGraham
twenty four, protective, wanting, lost, ian somerhalder, local

Isaac, well lets start from the beginning. He never wanted much to do with sports to much when he was younger. He didn’t enjoy it. Isaac didn’t like school to much either, but he dealt with it all through out high school and he made decent grades. His favorite classes were pretty much anything to do with animals, or auto mechanics ,and those the boy succeeded in with flying colors.

Isaac loved his life for the longest time until his father started pushing him into college, he wanted Isaac to get his life on track as soon as he graduated high school. He didn’t know what he wanted to do, he really had no idea. He loved working on cars, but he didn’t want to do it for a living. He thought about being a vet, and even took a few classes but then realized that he would have to put a few to sleep.. And he just couldn’t handle that.

During his second year of college of just trying to knock out the few classes he fell in-love, hard. Her name was Scarlett. To him it was love at first sight, he was nineteen at the time but he knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. She was beautiful in every way, and her voice just sent chills up his spine. Of course he asked her out and they were just perfect for one another. She was the ying to his yang, of course the boy did everything to make her happy.

Well everything was fantastic for the longest time, and he was sure that he was going to marry this woman, he went to the store and got her a beautiful promise ring because he knew they were to young for a engagement ring. It was a bit pricey, but nothing was too good for his Scarlett. He kept that ring in his pocket and was waiting for the perfect time. But when the time didn’t present it’s self he went to the store, bought flowers and went to a store that wouldn’t card him since he was only twenty at the time and bought a bottle of wine, and he went to her dorm to surprise her. He krept in quietly using the key he had to open the door and that’s when all hell broke loose. He heard moans , and flipped on the light to see his Scarlett fucking another man, and that other man happened to be one of his friends.

He threw the roses at her and the bottle of wine at the man, before yanking his naked and now bloody bottle up and proceeding to beat the shit out of him. See Isaac had some pretty major anger issues, but they only come out when they were triggered. So once he started hitting him, he went into a blind rage. After he was pulled off, he left and went to cool off somewhere before he got a call on his phone from his father, saying his baby brother and his mother got in to a car wreck.

He left quickly and squealed tires to the hospital. He took the news that his mother passed away well. On the inside, he broke and shattered into a million pieces, but he knew he had to be strong. Isaac, always had to be strong. That was his way of life, he had to put up a good example for his little brother. He stayed by his little brothers side until he woke up, and breaking the news to him was the hardest thing he ever had to do.

But as the months past and his brother started going down hill fast Isaac started blaming himself for not being able to protect his brother from the pain. Even if it was emotional, Isaac thought he should be able to protect his baby brother from it, it was his job.. His one and only job.

Even though loosing his mother, and his girlfriend in the same day was tough, Isaac sucked it up and went back to school, but he started staying at home instead of the dorm to keep a closer eye on Asher. One day when he came home he saw his brother bruised and beaten. He made his brother talk about it, and when he learned (or thought he learned) That the boys on the foot ball team beat him up, he went to go grab his baseball bat and teach the fuckers a lesson for hurting his brother.. But Asher clamed him down saying that he couldn’t help him if he was in jail. So after a few moments of cussing and throwing a few things he clamed down and just hugged his brother to him apologizing that he let it happen to him, and he debated dropping out of college to be home for him more.

Again, he had failed at his only job.

Some time later, Isaac had come home early after a final in one of his classes and was planning on taking Asher out for some fun. When his father was drunk as usual. His father knew better then to ever mess with him, more or less because Isaac was much more then capable of putting him in his place. But when he saw the man dare, strike at his baby brother he pinned him to the ground and slugged him a few good times in the face, keeping his cool around his little brother. The cops came and took away his father, and Isaac started working on getting custody of his baby brother.

It took a long time, and Isaac kept watching his little brother slip further and further into the darkness. He tried his hardest to bring his brother back into the light, but every time he would make a little bit of progress he would go back. But, Isaac still hasn’t given up on him, he cant and he wont.

Isaac has consumed himself with his brothers problems to really focus on his own. With his girlfriend cheating on him, he has found himself with commitment and trust issues. He has let himself turn into a man-whore with really no guilt about what he does. He honestly just really doesn’t care. He will act just as sweet and kind to them as he can, fuck them a few times till they bore him and dump them flat on there asses. He has completed all of his classes that he can in college with still not knowing what he wants to do in life.

Now you may be wondering, where does Isaac get all of his money. He got the house transferred in his name, and he still has to pay the bills and well.. Isaac likes money.. A lot. He got himself in to racing. (well actually one of the girls he fucked for a little while got him into it, and he’s quite thankful for it) Illegal of course, but it pays good. Even more so when you race for slips and he sells the car or bike. He won his newest Dacati in a race not to long ago, but he liked it so he didn’t sell it.

Isaac hid racing from his baby brother for awhile until he started brining home some really nice cars and bikes… And there’s really no way to hide that from someone. So when he confessed, of course Asher was pissed the fuck off at him, but Isaac just told him that it keeps him sane.. Isaac had never grieved for the loss of his mother or his father. He swallows it all down with lots of scotch and whiskey, and has also let himself become a alcoholic, of course he hides it from his brother knowing full well that his brother would be upset with him, and Isaac just couldn’t handle that. His brother, is his life.

Isaac usually snuck out of the house to go drinking, or go racing, when he was sure that his brother was asleep. He never wants his brother to know just how messed up inside that he is or why he does the things that he does. It wasn’t Asher’s job to protect his big brother.. It’s damn sure all about Asher, and that’s just how Isaac likes it, as long as his little brother is safe Isaac is fine.

Now, Isaac knows that his brother is unhappy and there’s some major problems in him. It disturbs Isaac a great deal, but he knows that he can only press so much before his brother breaks, and he doesn’t want to hurt him any more.

Once he was sure that he was keeping the house and there was no way that his father would get it back Isaac started to try and make it less of a house and more of a home. He adopted animals, the first being his cat Moke. Moke was a cat that someone dropped of there that had been beaten and abused, so Moke, was extremely mean and shy when they first got him. Moke warmed up to himself and his brother well, and he hoped that Moke would help his brother come out of his shell a bit, because he knew the healing powers of animals.

The next animal was a German Shepherd husky mix that he also rescued. He let his little brother name it, and.. Well so they now had a Darth. A few months later, Isaac had found a American Pitt Bull that had been used for fighting and was going to be put down. Of course that got him to adopt the dog right away, and with a while of rehabilitation you could never tell what the dog had went through. Isaac had found one of his main weakness, Animals. He cant in all of his right mind let a animal die that he could help.

Eventually he got his last two cats, May and Ajax. They were siblings, and kittens at the time of adoption. The owner said they had feline leukemia and was going to put them down. So he brought them home, nursed them to health and blocked Moke away from them. Isaac banned himself from going to the rescue anymore because he would bring them all home, it was just this feeling that he felt needed by the animals, and.. Having them depend on him just made him felt like he was.. Well something.
Isaac needs to feel like he is needed and wanted to get through life. He depends more on that then anything, and it is also one of the main reasons why he is such a man-whore. He is in-love with love. Even if it is just for a few moments.

Fears:
Loosing his brother
Clowns
Being unwanted by his baby brother

Strengths:
Physical
Emotional (he can hide things very well.. If he has liquor to handle it later)

Likes:
Sex
Being wanted
Fast cars/ bikes
Booze
Pot ( only drug he approves of)
Fighting (in moderation with a male and beating ass)
Watching movies
Swimming
Working out

Dislikes:
Bitching
Pussies, Pansies
His brother being hurt (he will kick some serious ass)

Goals:
Eventually finding out what he wants to do for a living
Making his brother happy
Opening up a animal shelter of his own, and making it a no kill shelter.

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