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[JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI]

for someone who really didn't have a clue why he even wanted to be in school today, Jasper sat by himself pretty hidden from anyone who would be looking for the boy. It was only maybe four days after Charlie told him she was pregnant, and he was trying his best to clean up and he new his friends were going to go out partying and getting shitfaced tonight. But he wouldn't go. If he didn't know, he wouldn't go. though he knew, and he knew his friends wanted to tell him that there was a party and they would somehow convince him to go. But he had to start his promise for Charlie. Even though he really didn't want to rigt now, he was going to. Jasper also knew that he had to start working better in school to get into a good college and then get a good job to support the baby and Charlie. Even though they weren't even a couple.Hell, they weren't anything yet. they would probably end up being together just for the baby's sake.

Sighing to himself, he felt his phone go off in his bag. yet another text from Kaden asking him where he was. Jasper didn't want to talk to anyone at the moment at least, not of his friends. he turned his phone on silent and then stuffed it into his bag. Fuck, how was he going to tell his parents that their first born child -- even though he has a twin sister -- was going to be a parent at seventeen. They would murder him. no doubt of that.

Sitting at a table with a physic's book in front of him, you could tell that he really just didn't want to be in the library. Though he was sitting at the table in the way back corner, behind the computer lab, then behind a few rows of shelves. Unless you were really looking for him or just happened to stumble upon him, you were not going to see him from the middle of the room. There was a few other tables there, though no one was there. it was almost the end of the day, and he wanted to bail out, but he couldn't he had to sit and study and someone would see him leave, one of his friends would track his ass down sooner or later. Even if he didn't want to go, he would be convinced with some really good weed or something to that extent.

Pulling on the blonde locks of his hair, he had no idea what the hell he was looking at, and was half temped to just give the hell up, and see if Charlie needed anything. He hadn't seen her around since Monday, but then again, he rarely ever saw her, though they had one class together, which she wasn't in today. It wasn't like he was worried about her, okay maybe just a little, but he liked to make sure that she was okay, even if it was just through a text because they didn't want to risk people finding out that it was Jasper's baby. that just wouldn't end well. With a huge sigh, the blonde haired boy slammed his face into the book and closed his eyes, sitting like that until it either hurt, or someone found him.

[cadassi massima rossi]

It wasn't like she was really trying to be in class. she hated school, almost as much as all the damn preppy kids that were in the school, and the funny thing was, she was almost always happy. always ready to give a smile and be polite in order to get either 1)what she wanted or 2) a unique quality she had of actually being nice to someone. but today was different, and everything people were doing was ticking her off more and more.

cadassi had left her last class and walked through the hallways, looking like she was actually going somewhere and not making eye contact with anyone. she had to report to her math class, but hell naw she wasn't goin' in there.

there was something about her teacher that kinda freaked her out, he was a younger man, but he always stared and yeah she was uncomfortable with his staring. So, she walked towards the computer lab which sometimes was empty, it was completely full. Figures.

so she walked about the library, looking at books like she was actually supposed to be there, and she put her headphones in. Turning on some random Dubstep song and walking through the isles. A blonde head that looked like her best friend appeared through a row of books.

She knew that head of hair anywhere and she walked around, putting her hand on the row of books and a hand on her hip, messing around and tryin'a look like a model. "what is this gorgeous boy doing, sitting here all alone?" She asked with a slight grin.

Knowing exactly why he was sitting there all alone she made her way to sit at the table with him. cadassi looked at him and sighed, having been one of the few people he had talked to, and she knew it. since he refused to stop texting her. se couldn't believe this whole thing that was happening to him, and she knew that he wanted to stop what he was doing with the weed and the sleeping around. sure they had their fling when they were younger... alright maybe a few months ago, but it was strictly friendship based. and she knew that he was fucking girls and dippin'.

she wanted to help him to the best of her ability, and so hopefully if he really wanted to change for his son or daughter's sake he would listen to her. cadassi knew she wouldn't let him get away with anything after he told her the news and she new that he was going to what she said when it came to when she said: 'don't go out... youll get fucked up... we dont want that'...

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[JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI]

no matter what the fuck he did, Jasper was never able to hide from everyone. Someone always found him, no matter what he did. sometimes he wanted to be alone, and he hadn't even talked to anyone except Cadii in days. Not since the afternoon with Charlie. Cadassi had seemed to surprised when he told her, but he made her promise not to tell anyone, or he was going to slit her throat and bury her in his backyard. he did not need people knowing yet, and he was praying that no one actually found out, and that the baby didn't look a thing like him. But with how his luck seemed to be going, that baby was going to look just like him and he was screwed.

Sighing again, he made a face into the book, not even sure why he did it, but he did. He's life was just a mess. A fuck up was bound to have a fucked up life, right? Of course! that's why his was so messed up. He had ignored all of the texts, the calls, the fb messages, the aims, any way that someone could contact him for the last week. The only person he wanted to talk to was Cadi, but she couldn't even help his situation. No one could. How the hell was he going to tel his parents that they were going to be grandparents. He couldn't just not tell them, they would find out if Charlie came over telling him its his turn to watch the baby. They would find out and they would kick his ass.

Not even picking his head up when he head a voice, he knew who it was. he knew that voice anywhere. Cadassi. "Being a fuck up and hiding from reality for a while. what are you doing here Cadi?'' Jasper grumbled into the book, so it sounded more of a mumble to which no one could understand. He wasn't about to lift his head up to look at her. Though, he wouldn't put it past her to walk over to him and pull his head up by his hair. Actually, that sounded rather painful. Though at the moment, he didn't give a damn. He didn't want to be here, he had skipped the last two days of class, and Jasmine made him come to school today, she thought that it would make him feel better to see people, though he didn't even tell her why he was being so distant.

Not even a shit load of weed, or a ton of alcohol made him feel better the last two days, even though he said he was going to stop he hadn't started to even think about stopping yet. He needed to feel better about how much of a fuck up he was right now, and nothing was helping him. Sighing again, he still didn't lift his head from the book, and if she made him look at her, she would see how mad at himself he was. She'd see it in his dark blue eyes. He was a mess; his eyes were very very bloodshot from the lack of sleep, the weed, and the slight hangover that he still seemed to have.

[cadassi massima rossi]

Cadassi was not the one to mess with a person when they were really down and out about something. she refused to make them feel awkward, but in this case, it was jasper and she didn't really care if it was awkward. he was her best friend. she loved this kid. i mean who couldn't?

she loved being around him, and she knew he loved being around her or he would have ditched her after the first time. Heh. She sat there and grinned, looking at him in his miserable state. is someone going to sit there and just be moody like this? or is he going to make his best friend feel better cause she has had a bad day too... she knew he would get angry when she said that, then she quickly said, im just kidding... but iwish you would show me those beautiful blues... she said refering to his blue eyes. her icy blue eyes staring at him, hoping he would look up at her.

he hadn't told anyone about this issue... except her. he threatened her the same way everytime he told her a secret and would say, 'im gonna slit your throat... and bury you in my back yard if you tell anyone...' and she would just laugh and move on, reassuring him she wouldn't say anything.

though when he told her about the whole baby thing, she let her jaw drop. she stared at him and did her normal, pull her legs up to her chin and rest her chin on her knee and just look down. what are you gonna do?

[/i] she had asked him and looked at him, her blue eyes glossing over as she stared...

she knew she would never tell a soul. and she had promised him that as well. but she was afraid that if the baby came out and looked like him and the girl went nuts like all teen moms do, and they fought he was gonna be stuck without the baby, hated my his parents and paying child support all by himself. and she looked at him and ddin't say why she was afraid for him, but she was.[/justify][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/center]

[JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI]

Jasper grumbled something inaudible, so she wasn't about to know what he said. He really just wanted to be alone, without her around. And to think that he didn't want her around meant that he really was becoming very distant, and he didn't want to talk to anyone. sighing again, he didn't move his head; though you could see his chest move up and down, so he wasn't dead. they were best friends, but he didn't want to talk to her right now. How she managed to find him was beyond his thoughts. He was pretty well hidden, in the back corner of the large library. Over here, you never saw anyone, so he had thought that no one would actually see him. Boy, was he wrong.

He looked up at her for a moment, his dark blue eyes glassed over, all red and he looked like shit. "Yes" he said, before sticking out his tongue, and slamming his head back into the physics book. "Jazzy made me come to school today. I can't go home until everyone else leaves. I don't want to see anyone, i don't want to talk to most people. I don't know what to do anymore Cadii" Jasper said into the book, and yet again it came out as a grumble of muffled words that you couldn't actually understand.

His world could come crashing down if he wasn't careful. Someone would tell his parents, Charlie would snap at him, people would ditch him. His parents frowned on teen parents, and he was still thinking of how to tell them. Maybe he just shouldn't tell them, but someone else would tell them. Charlie could decide that she didn't want him anywhere near the baby, and he would easily pay child support, even if that was the only way to help her. Though, he didn't think that she would do that, but he knew that if he didn't clean up completely -- meaning no sleeping around or drugs or alcohol or parties-- then he was never going to see that baby. Ever.

All of his friends could leave him, let him fall into the pit of nothingness, let him loose all of his popularity. Because who really wanted to be friends with someone who had a baby? The baby always came first to all parents, always. So Jasper would ditch all of his friends for the baby. He was going to loose everything, and he knew that.

[cadassi massima rossi]

She was already in a bad mood, and him being so fucking dramatic was making her slightly agitated, and she looked at him. Thinking about the situation and yes, he had a right to be freaking out but he was so insane about it. Jasper... if you don't want me here can you tell me instead of ignoring me?

Then he spoke to her and she crossed her legs under the table and leaned forward actually trying to understand what he was saying. She rolled her eyes and stared at him, looking into his eyes when he looked up at her.

Baby... I know how you feel, just trust me on one thing... She paused for a second and breathed in and hoped that everything would go right, for his sake. everything will be fine. she said and looked down at her iPod, changing it to 'taper jean girl' by Kings of Leon.

She watched him smash his head into his book again and she shook her head. stop it... she said and sat back in her chair, texting someone and pulling some fuzz off her t-shirt. cadassi was planning on going home, but possibly if Jasper needed someone to be around then she could skip her plans of going home to meet her friend... yeah they were going to have some fun...... but her friend needed her. or did he?

do you want to go home with me? now? we can walk... get outside. im planning on leaving in like five... she asked him and got a bit anxious, texting her 'friend' telling him it wasn't gonna happen that day.

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[JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI]

Jasper was not ignoring her, he just was a mess. he hadn't relaly slept in a few days, he was out of weed now -- as he smoked the end of it this morning--, and he was very irritable. he looked up at her, and slammed his fist onto the table. "I'm not ignoring you. i'm just, i don't know. i haven't had a good night sleep in a week and i don't have any more weed to calm my nerves down." he snapped at her. Cadi should know by now how irritable he could get when he was coming down from his high. and sadly, he had been off his high for about two hours which was only making this worse. She wasn't going to understand the stress that was just put on him, she really wouldn't. no matter how hard she tried she wasn't going to. He had to change who he was, completely. No more of the Jasper everyone in America knew him as. oh no, he had to go back to the part of himself that he left in England. and he really never wanted to be that quiet, or that much of a weak looking guy.

When he was in England he had his good share of friends yes, but he was the most innocent one of them. Sure, he could never go back to being innocent, but he would go back to being the very quiet kid who just sat in the back of the classroom and didn't talk. ever. Its hard to see that Jasper was once the kid that he now picks on, though a pain of guilt always stabbed his heart when he did that. he knew the feeling. And if the news that he's the father of charlie's baby ever got out, no one would ever talk to him again.

Looking back up at cadi he didn't know what to do. He's dark blue eyes watched her as she spoke, though you could tell that he really wasn't there. he looked sick, overtired, worried; hell he looked like a mess. he's eyes were red and glassed over. Sighing, he nodded "I really hope that you're right.." Jasper pulled his head up and tried to pull himself together, although that didn't seem to he working out very well, and you could still tell that something was bothering him.

Go home? He couldn't do that right now. Everyone was probably looking for him, he had been avoiding everyone all week, and if someone did that to his friends they were going to go after him and talk to him, corner him. 'I can't leave my truck here. but the rest of my friends are probably waiting for me by my truck, but i don't want to talk to them. so i might just stay here.. i don't know.." jasper rambled, more him himself then to Cadassi. even though it didn't even remotely answer her question, he wasn't sure what he wanted to do to.It was probably better that he didn't answer her. he wasn't making much sense anyway.

Jasper was not in the least sense okay, and anyone could see that he shouldn't be left alone. He would just give himself a concussion slamming his head into the books.

[cadassi massima rossi]

Cadassi couldn't help but just stare at him and then listen to him. She could see the tiredness and she could hear it in his voice. There were times when she could tell by the way he was standing in the hallway, or by the way he would type on the community chat thing. She could tell he was tired.

Him and his weed had been inseparable since the day he got hooked to it. Now everything was changing for the baby. "I understand... but you have to keep going at life. You can't just stop at a stand still... She said and leaned back in the chair, looking around and seeing the the bell was gong to ring at any moment.

cadassi nodded, You know me... I'm always right. She laughed slightly and stood up, looking down at him and putting her hands on her hips, Jasper come on. If you don't want to talk to people, then ignore them, but you can't sit here and make a hole in your book with you big ol' head. She said and leaned against the chair, looking at the clock and smiling as the bell rung and everyone filed out into the hallways and out of the school in a rush to get the day past.

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