marin, jessica claire

[jessica claire marin]

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seventeen. junior. shy. awkward. guilty. frieda rose.

Jesse's always been the perfect Southern Belle; she's sweet, she's blonde, she's polite and she's a good Christian. Born in Alabama, Jesse was raised as a polite young woman only four years younger than her older brother, Jamie. The two grew up with a cornfield on one side and a horse farm on the other and the siblings were never at a lack of things to do and people to play with. When Jamie was eighteen though, he got into a huge argument with their parents while Jesse hid in her room with her music on at full volume. She didn't want to know why her parents hated her brother, but shortly after the fight he was gone. He'd left to live in Caifornia and that was about all Jesse's parents would tell her. She had no knowledge of either his address or his phone number or anything. Suddenly, Jesse found herself more closed off and reserved from the people she once considered friends. She'd always been shy, but something about her brother's absence and the way he could just disappear like that bothered her.
When she was thirteen, Jesse had been introduced by Jamie to an enormous house deep in the woods a couple of towns over from their home. He called it Headquarters and it was swarming with people. The entire first floor was like a rave and the second floor was dedicated to people who needed to stay the night. It was the opposite of the kind of thing that Jesse liked and after her first visit, she didn't return again. At least, she didn't until Jamie disappeared and then Jesse was desperate for any kind of connection to her brother. She started to go to Headquarters on the weekends during the summer and then finally on all the other nights as well. She started staying the night and telling her parents that she was sleeping over a friend's house. This worked out well until Jesse's seventeenth birthday when she met a guy name Zeke with bright blue dreadlocks and skin the color of caramel. Zeke enticed her into losing her virginity. Once month later, he got a tearful call from a pregnant Jesse who explained that she needed money for an abortion.
However, Jesse's parents overheard the call and they angrily pushed Jesse to abortion. As far as sins go, at least an abortion could be kept a secret: a pregnancy could not. Guiltily, Jesse agreed. Less than half a month after the abortion, Jesse's parents appeared in her bedroom, telling her that she had two hours to pack her things and leave. They'd give her $500 and Jamie's address but that was it. They didn't want Jesse living in their house any longer. Jesse took her things and left for California to live with Jamie, who had apparently been kicked out of the house for being gay and coming out to his parents.

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alias riddle
age 15
experience foreeeever
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