smith lexi jayne

[lexi jayne smith]

lexijaynesmith
seventeen.junior.friendly.outgoing.flirt.lights poxlietner.

PERSONALITY:
Secretive Lexi is very secretive. She doesn't like to tell people things in fear that they will tell everyone or won't like her because of it. Along with this comes the fact that she desn't trust people. Now Lexi doesn't like relationships but if she ever found someone she really liked and settled down, she would have a hard time trusting them. She would always think they were going to leave her like her dad did.
Bubbly At one moment she might be serious the next Lexi could go back to being hyper and outgoing again. All she really wants to do is have fun, and she doesn't like to be serious. Lexi is almost always smiling and most of the time optimistic. She's fun and always tries to cheer her friends up when their down.
Stubborn Even though Lexi is bubbly, she can also be stubborn. When she is arguing she always thinks she is right and won't have it any other way. She doesn't really listen to other people's point of views and she doesn't really care. Very opionated, she has strong opinions on things, that she refuses to change. Even when she is unreasonable. This comes with being a bitch, and yeah Lexi can be one. If she doesn't like you she will make it known.
Charismatic Lexi attracts other people and she almost always gets their attention. She is very chatty and almost never stops talking. She is easy-going and makes friends easily. Lexi is very friendly, if she likes you, so that helps.
Honest She'll give you the truth straight up and hates when people lie to her. She is very truthful and whatever she confides in you, will be the truth. She will expect that you keep it a secret but fears everyone will find out, this has to deal with her trust issues. She is honest and if you tell her a secret it will stay that way. Lexi is very supportive and always there for her friends.
Insecure Lexi doesn't believe in herself and she has doubts all the time. Everyone has them it's pretty normal, except when you're doubting yourself about almost everything and all the time. She doesn't have alot of self confidence. If you were to get to Lexi this would have to be your target. She's afraid of what people think of her. This will get better over time.
Loyal & Loving Lexi is very loyal to her friends. She trusts in them and expects that back. She will have her bestfriend's back if it means the whole school would hate her. She is always there for her friends no matter what happens. Lexi happens to get attached to people, really easily, and really fast. She gets clingy and always fears they are going to leave her. She doesn't have much patience either.
Timid Lexi's history wasn't the greatest but she doesn't like to talk about it. Watching her dad beat her mom so many times, when she was little, really affected her. So she tends to avoid arguements and tries to stay out of drama. She may bitch you out in the chat box, but face-to-face that's a different story.
Anxiety Ahh yes, a downfall to this girl. On occasion Lexi gets panic attacks. But mostly it's all about worrying. She constantly doubts herself, only it's just making her anxiety worse. Oh yes, what also comes with this is seperation issues. Lexi might get a little clingy because she doesn't want people she depends on to leave her like her dad did. And that would be Lexi's personality all summarized up for you.

HISTORY:

"Growing up was real hard for me
watching daddy beat mommy till she bleeds
I was young but I still stayed by her side."

Lexi's history was not the greatest. It all started good, Lexi's parents loved eachother, they loved Riley and Lexi. But when she was two things started to go wrong. Her mom got pregnant with her sister and her father decided he didn't love her mother anymore. Or he was scared at the fact that he now had three kids to support. With the threat of being layed off from work. So like any family with financial problems her parents fought. Her dad would yell at her mom, but her mom never yelled. She just took it. The fighting progressed and her dad began to beat her mom. He did it with Lexi still in the room. For a long time Lexi never understood why. A little bit of her mom was gone after they heard the news that her sister had been a miscarriage.
When Lexi was eight, one day her dad came home late from work bearing to news of her mother's death. He said she got in a car accident. Then she was sent of to her aunt's with her sister.
John said it was just for a week while he straigtened things out. But he had really left. For good, as good as gone. She hasn't heard a word from him since. To this day Lexi doesn't know why her dad left. Maybe it was the fact that Lexi watched him beat her mom, or that he really did love her and didn't want the reminder of her death. Either way Lexi hates arguing with people because of him. But Lexi had remembered when she was seven, her mom told her that her dad did love her.
Her and her sister had stayed with aunt Cathy. Her dad's sister. She was single, but insisted she could take care of the two. Truth was she couldn't. She could scarcely afford it. When she came home from work she would drink. Drunks were very annoying.
At age ten Riley had become like a mother to her little sister. Riley was the only family she had left and still loved. The next time the news of death occured it was of her aunt. With nowhere else to go, that wanted them, they were shipped off to her aunt and uncle's from her mom's side; who finally agreed to take them in. Her mother wasn't a big fan of them and Lexi could tell why.
Riley couldn't stand them, and began getting into trouble. She didn't listen her grades dropped. They tried helping her but she was long gone. They got into fights all the time.
Riley started drinking. Things got worse, the only person she would talk to was Lexi. Riley loved Lexi and she was her bestfriend. So when her aunt and uncle told her they were sending Riley to some school in Mexico,because she got caught drinking; and Lexi to some private school in Florida. That really was the last straw for them.Riley was devastated. Lexi was in Florida and Riley was stuck in Mexico. She barely ever got to see her sister. Her aunt and uncle wouldn't let Riley come visit because they thought Riley would be a bad influence. A bad influence? Riley pretty much raised that girl. So now she's in Florida she was determined to get in contact with her sister.

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alias mandii.
age fourteen.
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