drunken memories }} CHARLIE May 9, 2011 18:48:24 GMT -5
Post by JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI on May 9, 2011 18:48:24 GMT -5
Shit shit shit shit shit. Now he really messed this up. Charlotte was realy done with him and he knew that she had every good reason to be. They knew each other, what was the point anyway? So a one night stand landed them soon to be parents. Fuck. This was all his fault anyway. He just didn't know what to do. He stalked off, back to his truck. He was just going to go home and smoke a shit load, it wasn't like his parents were home anyway. He would rather be high at the moment if it meant that he could just stop thinking about how he fucked up Charlotte's life completely. Biting his bottom lip, he walked away slowly. Just, fuck. Honestly, he was scared to death and screaming on the inside, but he just looked more, unhappy more then anything else on the outside. Hell. it was his baby too, he should be able to see it when he or she was born, but would she let him? Probably not. She had every reason not to though, he was a drug addict, and he slept around a lot.
Feeling her grab his elbow, he turned his head slightly, looking at her. he wasn't about to turn completely around -- because frankly he wasn't sure that it was a good idea. He didn't know what she was going to say, so he just stopped and stood in the middle of the parking lot. At least almost everyone was gone, there was only a few cars left. No doubt people saw him waiting, and saw him being screamed at by Charlotte. But then again, he was use to a lot of girls yelling at him for not wanting to be in a relationship with them just because they slept together once. "Are you really sorry? You said that before, and you snapped again." He said, though it came out a bit harsher then he first intended it to be.
"Yes, because i'm just so calm about being told that i'm going ot be a father, and that you don't even want me to help you." He said, turning his head away from her. He turned around to at least have the front of his body face her, but he refused to look at her right now. "I honestly understand if you don't want me around the baby..." He cut off when she started to speak. She actually would let him around the baby? That made him smile a bit. Of course, when she said her baby his smile went away in an instant. "Excuse me? You're baby? I'm pretty sure its mine to. Look. I'll try my best to get clean alright? I can't promise it will be overnight, but before that baby gets here." he said after a moment, before looking away from her again.
Jasper nodded to her, "I'll clean up. I promise" he said after a moment, smiling a bit. That big, bright, white smile with all of his teeth showing that just made him look truly very happy. That smile made almost anyone smile. "For now, can we just keep it as you don't want to tell everyone who the father is though, i don't want it getting out just yet. I would rather have it get out after the baby is born.. If you don't mind that is though. I just think it will be better for both of us for now. That's all.." He said, rubbing the back of his neck. Looking down for a moment, he had an instant thought. "Gimme your phone." He said, holding out his hand.