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Post by iris amelia payne on May 28, 2011 18:55:31 GMT -5
"Can't you just stop this?" there was a pause dead air passed between them, as her teeth sunk into her lower lip, leaving an impression she didn't care to prevent. her eyes just drifted down slowly to the ground, falling slowly like her heart was until they rested on the match black flip flops under her feet. tears were locked inside of her eyes, her eye lashes fluttering about quickly to bat them away, she'd be strong. the silence hung there like some big heavy beast on her chest, yet she let it linger there not poking the beast, "I'm sure they'll forget if you come home. We can forget everything and just go back to being happy." the desperation was becoming thicker in her voice and she could hear it in her breathing tears were sliding down her cheeks. "I need you Iris."
she didn't feel her fingers, didn't know what they were doing, that her mouth wasn't moving that she wasn't reacting until she heard the click. the line was dead, and felt about the same allowing a few tears too fall before swallowing in everything that'd just been let out. she dropped the phone quickly, like it was something too hot to touch, and kicked off her flip flops. needing out of her head, she looked up at the waves, she'd been ignoring while she was on the phone. she covered her feet in sand and stood up going closer to the water, feeling the surf splash and get her wet but she didn't care. Iris thrust her hand into her pocket and searched for her cigarette case, pulling one out slowly and resting it between two lips along with her lighter, cupping her hands around her cigarette she tried to light her cancer stick.
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