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Post by JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI on May 5, 2011 20:56:04 GMT -5
In retrospect, telling someone you have something really important to tell them in private after school and no one else can know about it really doesn't make Jasper Moretti calm. What did Charlotte want to tell him? Sure, he could understand the fact that she didn't want his friend around, they probably scared the crap out of her. His friends, and himself, were the 'popular' boys if you want to call it that. To Jasper, they were just friends who had a lot of other friends and were having a good time with each other. Sure, he knew he could get any girl to sleep with him if he really wanted them too, but Jasper really hadn't had the need to sleep with any girls since the party. He finally got Charlotte to sleep with him, which she had not really been willing to be anywhere hear him before that party. After getting alcohol into her, she seemed more then willing to be another girl to Jasper. How, good of her. She was a pretty face, but he didn't really know why she wanted to talk to him again? Didn't she know he rarely went back to girls twice?
Oh whatever. Pacing back and forth next to his black toyota truck, he waited for the girl to get her ass out of the school and over to him so that he could leave. He made Jas get a ride home from someone else, telling her that he had to talk to someone before he could go home and he really didn't know how late it would take. Of course, Jas seemed to get a ride home, since she wanted bothering Jasper, or asking him why he was pacing. What did Charlotte want to tell him?
He had better be important, that's for sure. Jasper was very very impatient, and Charlotte was really starting to bother him with this. He was going to leave soon if she didn't hurry her god forsaken ass up. Really, Jasper was not in the mood for bullshit. For one thing, Tristyn wasn't here to calm him down at all, she seemed to stop coming to school and answering her phone. Which he didn't like at all. And another thing, a girl slapped him for saying something about her, even though he thought that it was a good thing to have big boobs. Apparently the other girl didn't, so she slapped him across the face and walked away from him. And he failed a test, got his phone taken in Physics, and it was just not going well. What else could make Jasper's day any worse then it seemed to be going?
Where was that damn girl? She should have been here by now. Taking his blackberry out of his pocket, which he got back about ten minutes ago, he looked at the time. 2:15. School got out ten minutes ago, at least! "Where is that son of a bitch? She better hurry up before i just leave.." he grumbled to himself. For anyone else he would have left by now, but Charlotte had asked in a very desperate tone, she almost seemed, scared. What ever it was, it was very important from what he could tell. So, he waited, pacing back and forth; while brushing his blonde hair out of his dark blue eyes
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Post by CHARLOTTE MARIE GRAHAM on May 5, 2011 22:05:30 GMT -5
Charlie had been sick to her stomach for about two weeks now. The first thought in her head was that she was just getting that stupid stomach bug that as going around and she didn’t think anything of it. Hell, she hadn’t thought much about anything lately. She had been somewhat in a daze for the last month and a half. She couldn’t believe what had happened at the party that night. She was having a hard time believing that she had let her guard down and that with a little bit of alcohol, she had let her morals come crashing down. Sure, she had a huge crush on Jasper, but she hadn’t expected to lose her virginity to him. She really just couldn’t wrap her head around that and it was scary.
It was even more scary when she realized that she missed her period. But then she had some spotting and she thought she was in the clear. That’s when she started to feel that stomach bug kick in and she didn’t think anything of it until she felt her boobs were sore as hell and the sickness wasn’t going away. She started to panic. Honestly, she didn’t think it could be what she thought it was, but she wanted to be certain. She wanted to be absolutely positive that she wasn’t… and she prayed to God that she wasn’t. She had taken a pregnancy test and it had come back negative, but she was still feeling the symptoms and did some research online. That’s where she found that it was easy to get a false negative on a home pregnancy test. Scared out of her mind, she decided to make a call to a clinic and before she knew it she was sitting there… alone.
It didn’t take long for the results to come back and for the doctor to pull her in to the room and tell her that she was – in fact – pregnant. Her heart had stopped and her stomach fell. All she could remember was grabbing her stuff and running to the bathroom to throw up. How could she be pregnant? She had sex one time. ONE TIME! Charlie just didn’t get that. They say that it only takes once, but how many people really get pregnant the first time they have sex? She never thought it could have happened to her.
The worst part of it all… she hadn’t spoken to Jasper since the night they slept together at the party. Why not? Well of course… because he’s Jasper Moretti and that’s just the way he worked. She knew that it was going to happen. She knew that she wasn’t different but she still slipped in to his web and she set herself up for this. There was no one to blame, but herself. Chewing on her bottom lip, she grabbed her things and tried to hurry through the crowd. She was already holding him up, she knew that, but she had to tell him. She had known for about a week and she just didn’t know how to tell him. Sighing to herself, she jogged down the steps of the school and noticed him standing by his car.
Swallowing hard, she moved towards him, brushing her dark hair behind her ears. Her small feet carried her over to Jasper and she looked at him, Sorry, Jasper… I got held up. She apologized, knowing he wasn’t the kind of person that liked to wait and she was sure he really didn’t want to wait for her. Licking her lips, she caught her breath, her heart pounding in her chest dangerously and all she could think about was how he was going to react to what she had to say. But, I’m glad you stuck around… because I really… really need to tell you this. She waited for him to respond and she looked up at him, her hazel eyes catching his dark blue ones. After a short pause, Charlie let the words slip form her mouth, Jasper… I’m pregnant.
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Post by JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI on May 6, 2011 16:11:19 GMT -5
Saying that Jasper was inpatient was putting it very mildly. He did not like to wait, and he really didn't even know why he was even waiting for the girl. Sure, they had sex once. Once. That was it. Didn't she know how he worked? It was a one night stand unless you could convince him otherwise. Did Charlie really think that she would get another chance with him? They were drunk, well, she was. Him? Not so much. He gave her more alcohol then he actually had taken in before he fucker her. After their little fun he had left her in a bedroom after that and when to his drinking pleasure. Of course, he didn't actually think much about it, he didn't really ever thing of anything going completely wrong, or anything like that. He never thought a stupid mistake would change his whole life. He was seventeen, and had his whole life ahead of him..All that was on Jasper's mind was weed, sex, and girls.
Jasper was honestly getting very sick and tired of waiting for Charlotte, whatever it was, it didn't seem to be important enough to her if she didn't even want to show up to tell him. Bitch. Sighing to himself he opened the door to his truck and pulled out a bag of pretty crushed oreos. He knew better then to smoke on school grounds, he wasn't stupid. Sure, smoking weed was pretty stupid, but he wasn't going to smoke anything with teachers pretty much around every corner. He took out a bottle of coke, and walked back to the end of his truck bed, just waiting. God, how did people do this? He couldn't stand waiting and he was about to finally just give up on waiting when he saw the girl walking down the stairs.
"Finally..." he sighed, leaning back on his truck. watching the girl, he sighed and stuffed another piece of Oreo into his mouth. He watched her walk over to him, and he only nodded, as he knew how unattractive it made him look when he talked with his mouth full. the only time he would ever do that was when he was with his family, when he didn't have anyone to impress or anything of thats sort. He watched her talk and opened his soda, trying to wash his Oreos down when she hit him with something huge.
She was pregnant.
He spit out the coke, nearly spitting it on her. "What am i suppose to do about that?" He asked, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, to which he then wiped on his kaki shorts.that baby better not be his. He looked at her, watching her every move, with a horrified expression on his face. Shit. He didn't actually use a condom at that party. Fuck. That means it was his baby. Which meant, if anyone found out that he knocked her up, his popularity would go way down.
Fuck.
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Post by CHARLOTTE MARIE GRAHAM on May 7, 2011 0:21:27 GMT -5
Charlie wasn’t coming to Jasper with this bit of information for him to take any sort of responsibility. Hell, she wasn’t even looking for anything to be quite frank. The only reason she was doing this was to let him know – to advise him that he was going to be a father; whether he liked it or not. It wasn’t like she was going to running around the school and shout it from the roof tops that she was pregnant with Jasper Moretti’s baby. That was pretty much the last thing she was going to do. She really didn’t want any more people knowing that she had slept with Jasper. It wasn’t exactly something a girl like her usually did, but she had. She had fallen in to the little trap and she was now dealing with the consequences of that.
She could tell by the look on his face that he was annoyed with having to wait for her. He hadn’t really been waiting all that long, but she had heard through the grapevine that he had a tendency to be just a tad bit impatient. She had to stay back to talk to one of her teachers about an assignment that she did, she had gotten a bad grade on it and the teacher was concerned. Charlie had to explain to her teacher that she had been going through a really bad stomach virus and just hadn’t been herself and luckily the teacher gave her the option of redoing the assignment for a better grade. She was lucky that she had such a great relationship with the teachers and that she was able to get another shot. She felt that it was pretty important, because if she was going to have this baby, it deserved the best that she could give it – even if he or she was a complete accident.
Her heart was pounding in her chest as she let the words fall from her lips. She really didn’t want to just rush and say it all in one shot, but she had a feeling if she didn’t just spit it out that she wouldn’t have the balls to tell him. Licking her lips, she let her gaze flicker over him as she let the words digest. She instinctively stepped back when he spit his coke out, if she hadn’t it probably would have been all over her. Talk about adding insult to injury, she couldn’t help but think. Shaking her head, her eyes narrowed slightly when he asked what he was supposed to do about it. Nothing, I don’t expect you to do anything, Jasper. Her jaw set tightly and she rolled her head. I knew this was a mistake, I should have never even thought about telling you. Her lips pursed slightly and she shook her head and tightened her grasp on her messenger bag, You know what, just forget I said anything… Charlie turned on her heel and started to walk away, wondering why she even thought this was remotely a good idea.
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Post by JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI on May 7, 2011 12:44:05 GMT -5
Exactly how was he suppose to take that he was seventeen, and one stupid mistake was going to make him a father for the rest of his life. He could tell her to get an abortion, but even Jasper knew that it was wrong. The kid had Moretti blood in it, or well, it will. He couldn't kill it. That would be the worse thing ever, and he knew he would regret ever telling her that. Leaning onto the truck, he just stared at her for a moment, his blonde hair falling over his eyes, crossing his arms over his chest he had to think. What the hell was he going to do? He could leave her, but even his father told him that was the most stupidest mistake ever, even if it was his fault -- when he had worked on stuff with his father. Of course his father was going to kill him. Fuck, anyone was going to kill him when they figured out that it was his baby.
Fuck.
Either he stays with her and gets his popularity and everything he worked for in school flushed down the drain; or he leaves her and feels like shit. What the hell was he going to do? This was all of his fault. and he knew that. But he didn't want to loose his popularity, but he did want to be part of the baby's life. That was the thing. He was brought up with some morals. Sure, the ones about drinking and doing drugs were throw out the window. He watched her for a moment, completely lost in his own thoughts. What the fuck was he going to do? He was going to have to lie his way out of this. Say he was drunk -- even thought he was not at all when they fucked-- and then go from there. Charlie started to walk away and before she could even take a step he grabbed her arm, hard.
"Charlotte wait. Who else knows that you're pregnant and who the father is?'' he asked. Yeah, he was more worried about his popularity then anything else. He was a douchebag. "How the fuck did you get pregnant when we only did it once.. and we were both drunk!" He asked her again. He let go after a moment, afraid that he was actually going to hurt her. If his father taught him anything before he got into the weed and sex life that Jasper now had, it was that he had to keep his priorities straight. Clearly Charlotte was going to mean something to him now. They couldn't date though, they were in different groups of the social pyramid. They could secretly date, but that would risk getting found out about. Either way, sooner or later he knew damn well that his rein at the top of the school was going to end. looking down at his feet his sighed.
He just couldn't win, and he knew that. He looked at her and sighed. "i don't know what to do.. I don't want people knowing. That's the one thing.'' he said softly. He looked up after a moment, his blue eyes seemed to have lost all hope, and looked very, lost. He didn't have a clue what to do.
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Post by CHARLOTTE MARIE GRAHAM on May 8, 2011 22:00:37 GMT -5
One drunken night was about to change Charlotte’s life forever and there was nothing she could do about it. Of course, there was one thing she could do, but she would never actually do it. She didn’t believe in it and she wasn’t going to put her body through that sort of torture. Sure, it wasn’t all that torturous, but she could only imagine the affect that it would have on her after a while. She was scared, though, could she really bring a baby in to this world and one that was brought in to the world out of wedlock… hell out of just one drunken night?
She just didn’t understand how this could have happened to her. Wasn’t it enough that her father walked out on her when she was only two years old? Why did she have to end up getting pregnant by the one guy in the world she knew was going to leave her high and dry? She knew Jasper’s type and she was okay with it after thinking long and hard. Her mother never needed a man in her life and neither would she. She could do this on her own. She’d just get a part-time job and she would work her ass off to support her child; with or without Jasper in the picture.
Her gaze snapped to him when grabbed her arm, hard. Her hazel eyes narrowed and she was ready to wrench her arm out of his grasp when he spoke up. His words hit her and she could feel the harshness in his tone, the accusation that he was ready to throw at her. Before she could pull her arm away, he let her go. She had never been manhandled like that by a guy and it only served to push her buttons more. Her jaw set tightly and she pulled her messenger bag closer to her body, No one! No one else knows, okay? It’s not like I went off and started telling everyone and their mother that I was knocked up by Jasper Moretti. She glowered at him, her stomach turning as she felt a wave of nausea hit her. Charlie’s hand flew to her mouth as she tried to hold it back; it finally settled and she felt her gaze cut up to him quickly. Trust me, I thought the same thing… but you’re the only guy I’ve ever slept with so… She trailed off not needing to add anything further to her statement.
Her teeth clenched and she swallowed hard, shaking her head. And you think that I want people to know? I’m the one that has to walk around with a protruding stomach, for crying out loud! She glared at him, more pissed off now than she had ever truly felt in her life. You know what, you won’t have to worry about anyone finding out, because I don’t plan on telling anyone who the father is. So just go about your life like we never even met, how’s that sound? Charlie snapped at him and shot him a glare before wrapping her arms around herself and heading towards her car. She didn’t know how much more of Jasper’s selfishness she could take.
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Post by JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI on May 8, 2011 22:23:49 GMT -5
Great, now she was pretty much yelling at him. At least no one was around to watch this. That was about the last thing that he needed at the moment. You couldn't really blame him for not really knowing what to say and acting harshly to her. He was at the top of the school and he just fucked a girl over. Of course he was in complete shock. He watched her scream, and snap at him. He didn't know what else to say. He knew he was stupid. He knew it was his fault. He wanted to help her, he wanted to see the baby, but he highly doubted that she would ever let it. If he knew anything, it was that he couldn't fuck this up. He watched her go for a moment. Damn, she was really angry with him. He was an asshole, and he knew he had to fix this. He knew that more then anything, but how? How was he going to fix it without her getting more mad at him by the minute? He would have to figure it out.
Jasper watched her for a moment, pretty much letting her walk out of his grasp. Fuck. Looking around he sighed. He couldn't let her leave now, something was going to go wrong and he knew that. Once she was at least a good ten feet away he got off his truck and chased after her, grabbing her arm again and whipping her around. He quickly kissed her before she could say anything and pulled her really close to him. after a moment he pulled back and and held her shoulders, tightly. "Look okay, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to me harsh. Exactly how did you think i was going to take that you're pregnant with my baby? I know you know i didn't mean to get you pregnant but just don't ever think about killing it okay? Or I'm going to kill you. I promise I won't let anyone pick on you for being pregnant, i won't let anyone find out that its actually mine, but we will just leave it at I'm being nice okay? i want to be part of the baby's life. Don't get me wrong, i just, didn't think before i spoke okay. I'm truly sorry, and i promise to do what i can behind the scenes for you okay? I promise Charlie. okay?'' He said, before letting her go and taking a step back.
Jasper knew he had to make things right, and it would kill him if someone picked on her for something he did. He was going to fuck over anyone who picked on Charlie. He really was. He wanted to be part of that baby's life. Jasper knew it was going to be a long road, but he knew it would also help him with his drinking and his drug problem. he knew that. he also knew he was going to have to stop sleeping with other girls, and stop the weed, and stop everything.
this was going to be hard/
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Post by CHARLOTTE MARIE GRAHAM on May 8, 2011 22:57:19 GMT -5
Maybe making him wait was for the better. She hadn’t expected to actually yell and snap at him, she just couldn’t take it anymore. It didn’t help that her hormones were on the fritz and she couldn’t seem to control them. When she had gone to the clinic they explained to her that it was pretty normal for pregnant women to have mood swings and have an imbalance in their hormones – that was definitely something she could have lived without. As if it wasn’t hard enough for her to let people in, now she had to worry about randomly snapping and yelling at people tanks to the influx in her hormones.
Charlotte just wanted to get away. She wanted to go home and curl up in her bed and just stay there. Though, she knew that she couldn’t. She had to put on a brave face and make it through this. She wasn’t going to let this get her down, she wasn’t going to let anyone at this school see her down and out. That wasn’t in the cards for her – not at all. She was going to get through this with a smile on her face if it was the last thing she did – she wasn’t going to let anyone see her break down. She wouldn’t be weak in front of these people.
She just wouldn’t.
Heading straight for her car, she grabbed her keys out of her messenger bag and held back any possible tears that threatened to come out. She just had to get out of here, away from him – away from reality for just a little bit. She was stopped, however, when she felt long fingers wrap around her arm and whip her around to face him. Before she could even react his lips were on hers and her body was all but flush against his lean one. She felt her heart jump in her chest, but she swallowed it back and let out a little gasp when he pulled away and gripped her shoulders. Her eyes narrowed at him and she wanted to break away, but she couldn’t find it in her to – at least not yet.
Blinking at his words she shook her head and bit down on her bottom lip. Her mind was going at warp speed and she just didn’t know what to do with herself at this point. She had been figuring out a way to tell him this for over a week and she hadn’t even pictured his response. She figured he’d brush it off and that’d be that – then she could just say that she did her part and that was all there was to it. Quite frankly, I had no idea how you were going to take it, Jasper. And I know you didn’t do this on purpose… and it’s not like I asked to get pregnant either. She tried to gain her composure, not wanting to snap anymore, but she didn’t know if she could handle her hormones right now. The last thing I would do is to get rid of it… that goes against everything I believe in… She quipped back, trying to hold back her anger at the thought of an abortion. Don’t make me any promises, Jasper. Just don’t. She stated flatly. Charlotte didn’t want to deal with any of it. Just go about your life, I can handle myself and the baby just fine without you.
When he let her go, she took a few quick breaths and looked up to meet his blue gaze. Don’t do me any favors. You’re not the kind of guy that’s ready to be a father… hell, I’m not even ready to be a mother… but I don’t have a choice. You just continue with your usual bullshit and have fun. I got this, I don’t need you and I don’t need anyone else. She stated firmly. She wasn’t saying it to sound harsh or mean, but she could be an independent woman. She could learn from her mother and be a strong single mother and not have to worry about a dead beat father. She didn’t want her baby to have to go through what she did. Even if Jasper said he was gonna be around and did, he had no reason to stick around and he could leave at the drop of a hat, just like her father had.
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Post by JASPER ALEXANDER MORETTI on May 8, 2011 23:28:57 GMT -5
This just wasn't fair. Jasper was trying so hard to be calm and not to snap at her and trying to be nice to her and she was treating him like dirt and he didn't like it. He sighed. she wasn't going to listen, and that actually hurt. That she didn't want him around the baby when it was born. that hurt, a lot. Jasper just watched her, he had no idea what to say, her words actually stabbed his cold heart. He wanted to be part of the baby's life. really, he did. He didn't know what to say to her now. She was just being completely difficult. he just didn't know what to do, or what to say, or anything. he didn't like that she didn't want anything more to do with him. He couldn't blame her, but he want to be part of the baby's life. And he was sure of it.
looking down at the ground, he pulled completely away from her as she snapped at him. He was almost afraid of her, she was yelling at him, and it was all his fault. Yell, she was almost as bad as his mother. and she scared him a lot. he gulped a bit and looked at her ,through his blonde bangs -- even though he was still looking down. Sighing a bit, he said "Charlotte, please. i'm really sorry. about everything. i want to be part of the baby's life. really, i do. i would give up everything if you would let me. It's my baby too. but if you really don't want me to be around the baby then i won't. I mean, hell, i'd even go sober and clean for my baby but.." he trailed off.
Honestly, he would. He wouldn't risk such a little life being fucked up because he did something high or drunk, or even smelled of weed or cigarettes. Even just the smell did bad things to people."i know you can do it alone, i just.. i just don't want you to. i want to help. I want to be there for you and the baby.." he said, his voice becoming very soft as he ended. She really didn't like him, and he got her drunk and did this to her. It was all his fault, and she wouldn't even let him help her. great. He knew he would end up letting it slip out to his parents, and then they would kill him because he wasn't allowed near the baby.
Pulling completely away from her, Jasper almost looked liek a completely different boy, not the cocky, selfish boy everyone knew. he looked actually very sad, and he looked scared. It was something never seen in the boy before. he turned away from her and started to stalk off, dragging his feet, his heels never really leaving the ground -- with his head slightly hanging.
he truly fucked up, and he couldn't fix it this time. "i'm such a fuck up." he growled to himself, mentally kicking himself.
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Post by CHARLOTTE MARIE GRAHAM on May 8, 2011 23:54:14 GMT -5
Never before had Charlie felt so completely torn. Every part of her wanted to just turn away from him after he finished talking and started to walk off. Then again, she felt that panging guilt eating away inside of her. She could almost see that he was genuinely serious about what he was saying. Part of her believed what he had just said to her and she wasn’t sure what to do. Did she just turn back to her car get in and drive away like none of this ever happened or did she walk after him like he had already done to her? That alone should have said something to her, shouldn’t it have? Pressing her lips together she felt like she was being torn down the middle and she wasn’t really sure which way she was going to go with this. Her heart pounded in her chest and she decided that she needed to step up. If he was making an effort… shouldn’t she?
She slowly walked after him, trying to find the words to say to him. Swallowing hard, she got closer to him, J-Jasper… wait. She felt her heart sink slightly as she said his name, it barely sounded louder than her usual voice. She could have sworn she even heard a slight crack in her voice. Charlotte was still trying to sort this all out in her head. What did she want? What was best for the baby? That’s what she had to do, what was best for their unborn child. Chewing on her bottom lip, she went up behind him and grabbed his elbow gently and stopping him from going any further. I’m sorry… for snapping… I just… Charlie sighed and took a deep breath before glancing at the ground and then back at him.
I am scared out of my freaking mind. My hormones are on the fritz and I just… I don’t know… She felt her muscles tense as she looked at him. She hated seeing him like this, for some reason it ate her up. She didn’t like people feeling bad because of her, but she just… she didn’t trust him and he never her gave her a reason to actually trust him. They didn’t even know each other and they were having a baby together. Swallowing hard, she shook her head. I can do this by myself… don’t get me wrong. But if you want… if you’re willing… to be there for the baby… I’m not completely against that. She chewed on her bottom lip and sighed as she glanced back down at the ground. I just don’t want my baby around your lifestyle… the drinking, the drugs… all the different girls… She brought a hand up to her mouth and chewed on her thumbnail. If you want to be a part of the baby’s life in any sort of way… She brushed her fingers through her hair quickly, I… you can’t be drunk and high all the time… you’ve got to get yourself clean if you want any part in the baby’s life.
She let go of his elbow and wrapped her arms around herself, as if she was protecting the baby that was growing inside. Charlotte was more scared now than she was before. She was putting some sort of faith in him and she was afraid that it was going to blow up in her face. If you can prove to me that you’ve changed by the time the baby’s here… then I don’t see any problem in you having some sort of relationship with him or her. Charlie looked at him, wondering if he was going to take this seriously, or if he was going to go back to the same old Jasper by tomorrow. It was a scary thought and she was willing to deal with this on her own if she absolutely had to.
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